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The goal of this
exercise is to quiet the constant din of thoughts generated by the
ego-based mind. This noise keeps you from living in the ecstasy of the
present moment, the only moment you really have. The never-ending clamor
keeps you from ever really “living”.
Remember, these
thoughts are not “you”; they are the work of your mind. Your mind is
a tool you own, and right now that might seem hard to believe because
you, like many other people, may have been taken over by your own mind.
You can become the
“watcher” and as such, not let the thoughts seize control of your
life. You can become fully conscious. You can return your mind to the
status of a tool that you choose to use when you see fit.
And now, the
exercise:
- Sit
down in a comfortable place. When you first do this exercise, you
might find it easer to do this in a quiet environment, with dimmed
lights and no interruptions. Give yourself no less than five or ten
minutes for this exercise.
- Close
your eyes. Imagine a bright glow in front of your mind’s eye. The
glow is your own brilliant and peaceful inner self.
- Now
imagine that that dark shapes obscure the glow. These dark shapes
are the thoughts from your ego-based mind. They are keeping you from
fully experiencing your blissful inner self.
- Now
say to yourself and/or out loud, “I will witness my next
thought”.
- Your
mind will be quiet, even if just for a second.
- Then,
you’ll have a thought. Imagine that thought being one of the dark
shapes. Focus on it.
- Verbalize
the thought – say it out-loud, for example, “Thoughts of my
electric bill”, or “Thoughts of the movie I saw last night”,
or “Thoughts of my ex-boyfriend”.
- Next,
use the Ego-Based
Thoughts table to
characterize the thought. For example, the “thoughts of the movie
I saw last night” are [thoughts of the past / reliving past
moments]. Imagine the dark shape vanishing now that you’ve shined
the light of consciousness on it.
- Verbalize
each thought as it appears, and characterize each one. Watch as more
and more of the brilliant glow is revealed as you vanquish one dark
shape after another.
- After
some practice, you’ll notice:
- These
thoughts are indeed separate from you. They need not control you.
- These
thoughts are useless. There’s nothing you can do about any of
them in the present moment.
- As
you see, over and over, how useless these thoughts are, you will
see them as unimportant. You’ll be able to reduce the number of
them and/or be able to disassociate from them.
- You’ll
be able to escape your noisy mind for longer and longer periods.
With your mind now
quiet, what’s left is the real you. In this present moment look around
you. Feel your breath. Notice the coolness of the table you’re resting
your hand on. Notice and marvel at all the leaves on the tree before
you. Savor every bite of food you eat. Feel the breeze on your face.
When you’re in
the present moment, everything is brighter, fresher, and more real.
You’ll be more alert, and alive. And you’ve opened your life to all
possibilities. |